Saturday, February 15, 2020

Top 2 Songs of 2019



1. Sharon Van Etten -- "Seventeen"
2. Charli XCX and Christine and the Queens -- "Gone"

HM:
21 Savage with J Cole -- "A Lot"
Anderson Paak with Brandy -- "Jet Black"
Charly Bliss -- "Chatroom"
Ex Hex -- "Rainbow Shiner"
Four Tet -- "Teenage Birdsong"
Georgia -- "About Work the Dancefloor"
James Blake with Rosalia -- "Barefoot in the Park"
Martha -- "Love Keeps Kicking"
Post Malone and Swae Lee -- "Sunflower"

Older Songs I Played on Repeat in 2019:
Amen Dunes -- "Miki Dora"
Car Seat Headrest -- "Vincent"
Tegan and Sara -- "I Was a Fool"

Spotify Playlist here.

Saturday, January 26, 2019

Best Songs of 2018



boygenius -- "Me and My Dog" (Spotify version)
Charli XCX -- "Porsche"
Flasher -- "Pressure"
Helena Deland -- "Claudion"
Nipsey Hussle and YG -- "Last Time That I Checc'd"
Saba -- "Prom / King"
Sylvan Esso and Collections of Colonies of Bees -- "Funeral Singers" (Califone cover)
Twin Shadow and Rainsford -- "Brace"
Youmi Zouma -- "Powder Blue / Cascine Park"
Zedd and 20 other people -- "The Middle"

HM: Christine and the QueensDaniella Mason, Emmit FennEmpress OfMiya Folick, NonameOneOhTrix Point NeverThe WeekndYoung Fathers

Spotify playlist.

Tuesday, December 26, 2017

best songs of 2017


Alex G -- "Bobby"
Charli XCX -- "Boys"
Charly Bliss -- "Steal My Sunshine" (Len cover)
Dear Evan Hansen -- "Waving Through A Window"
Haim -- "Right Now" (video version)
Kendrick Lamar -- "Humble"
Mitski -- "Fireproof" (One Direction cover)
Sylvan Esso -- "Die Young"
SZA -- "Drew Barrymore"
Shawn Wasabi -- "Spicy Boyfriend"

EDIT -- Wish I had included:
Sun-EL Musician and Samthing Soweto -- "Akanamali"
Sylvan Esso -- "Song"

Wednesday, June 07, 2017

notes from penn bowl 2015

I went to Penn Bowl 2015 at Carleton just to hang out. It turned out they didn't need me for staff so I watched the games and wrote "coverage," which is notes that I then forgot for two years. Here are highlights from these notes.

questions
stats



R2 -- Toronto vs. Ottawa
(Toronto is Rein and Jeffrey. Ottawa is Dennis, Shelby, Ian, and Vinh.)

- Ottawa has a moose.
- Dennis hates Amnesty International.
- Dennis loves America (Palmer Raids).
- Rein tries to neg Ian but Ian is correct. (This was for a question on linear run-time that also accepted the answers O(n) or just n.)
- No one gets Bar at the Folies Bergeres.
- Dennis struggles and pulls al-Abadi.
- Rein negs a lot and is sad.

Ottawa 300 - Toronto 65
(tossups 11-5 for Ottawa)

R3 -- Carleton vs Carleton
(Players are Cameron, Ted, Andrej, Janusz, Aaron, Heather, Max, Michael. I think all the competitive players were stacked on one team.)

- Cameron knows Operation Anvil.
- Clue about daughter named Sorrow -- poor Aaron!*
- Moderator pronounces "Ashkenazi" the Hitler way.
- Aaron wins race on sublime and they get fun coffee bonus for 30.
- Everyone races to the violinist abortion clue.
- Ted probably got all four lit TUs at the end.
- Max knows Arkansas on National Guard clue.

The "Sorrow" clue is Tess of the D'Urbervilles, and it's a weird clue. The book hinges on an incident about a quarter of the way through, where Tess is raped and becomes pregnant. The child doesn't live long, and Tess manages to move on and get a new job and new boyfriend. The question is then lingering over the rest of the book, whether anyone will find out that Tess is a "fallen woman" and how much that revelation might hurt her.

Hardy fought a lot with the publishers and serializers about what could be included in the book. Different editions have different bits missing or cleaned up. I remember Jordan Palmer insisting that Tess never had a child, he was certain because he had just bought the book and read it. So the existence of the child Sorrow is missing from some reader's experience.

In the final posted version of Penn Bowl 2015, the wording is changed to say there's a "son named Sorrow," and there's an answerline note saying that the "s" in "D'Urbervilles" is supposed to be silent.

The coffee bonus was mostly names of places around the world where coffee is grown, but it had a third part asking for the "unusual process" that Kopi Luwak beans go through before they're roasted.

R4 -- Toronto vs. Carleton
(Toronto was Rein and Jeffrey. This Carleton was Heather, Max, Alex, and Stuart.)

- Rein has opinions on nozzle / Bernoulli's Law bonus.
- Max gets Rand Paul from insane chainsaw clue.
- Alex gets weird music -- "dodecaphonic."
- Carleton laughs at easy Hockey Sweater bonus part. (A certain Quebec native on the Penn team may have written that one.)
- Rein enjoys missing Mayerling Incident.
- Rein gets Themistocles -- everyone starts listening at "oracle."

Toronto 300 -- Carleton 90
(tossups 13-4 Toronto)

R5 -- Waterloo vs. Carleton
(Waterloo is just Aayush. This Carleton is Cameron, Ted, Andrej, and Janusz. Yana from Carleton also watched this game and refused to sub in or keep score.)

- Aayush sucks at Australia bonus.
- Aayush early on Panipat (child king who beheads people).
- Aayush: "Is Yana just here to drag her teammates?"
- Cameron is early on Fourth Crusade (with Simon de Montfort's dad).
- Aayush 0s a chem bonus and claps for himself.
- Everyone is confused by a stats tossup which turns out to be on residuals. Yana makes it clear that she could have answered that.
- Ted early on Decameron (buried head in Basel).
- Only Janusz knows baseball. Aayush negs on purpose.
- Andrej 30s Dostoyevsky ("White Nights").
- Andrej early on Sanskrit linguistics -- everyone laughs.

Carleton 260 -- Waterloo 120
(tossups 10-7 for Carleton)

R6 -- Carleton vs McGill
(Carleton is Aaron, Michael, Max, and Stuart. McGill is Derek, Joe, Hugh, and Austen.)

- Max knows Iran nuclear deal (30-day swapbacks).
- Joe 30s a lactose bonus.
- Derek 30s every lit: Auden bonus, La Malinche bonus, French poetry bonus with A Throw of the Dice Will Never Abolish Chance.
- Hugh knows "broken windows" early.
- Stuart powers nuclear tests on a Genghis Khan clue.
- Derek gets Noriega from the bands they blasted at him.
- McGill 30s a natural gas bonus including Turkmenistan.

McGill 465 -- Carleton 65
(tossups 16-3)


There were four more rounds after this, but I did not do coverage for those rounds. I think I got invited to actually staff those rounds. McGill went 10-0 and finished 100 PPG ahead of the second-place team (Ottawa). Aayush and Rein each got more negs than the winning McGill team.

Monday, May 08, 2017

texts from my mom

Watching repeat of Wolf Hall. Part 3. This is where things are falling apart and Anne B. is going to get it. Oh boy!
King not happy with Anne's dalliances and other things such as no male heir. Not looking good in the short term.
Can't help noticing that all the men in the show are quite pasty faced. Must have been something to do with their diet -- or all the rain.

texts from rodrigo

So I just remembered watching Tonight show in like 2009
And Miley Cyrus was the guest and she talked about how she likes eating ketchup by itself
And so Leno brought a bottle of ketchup and she ate some
Then Leno tried a little bit of Ketchup and the crowd said "eww"
And he just yells "oh come on! It's just ketchup!"

Tuesday, February 28, 2017

checkout heroes

I wanna give huge public respect to whoever the girls were in front of me at grocery checkout today. They made great smalltalk and built a rapport with the trainee grocery clerk. They didn't even say anything fun or cool -- they just said normal dumb stuff in a friendly way. Then they said yes to giving the two dollars to the grocery charity. Maybe they were just happy to be at the grocery store tonight.

I have no idea how you ever build that kind of charisma, but I am glad some people have it. It turns out there are some people in the world who it is fun to sell groceries to.

Friday, January 06, 2017

The Sins of Sinbad

Ortho: I heard you wrote some episodes of -- oh, what was the show? It was that show that -- who's the comedian that everybody hates? starred in.

Tom: The comedi--

Ortho: Sinbad!

Tom: Wait, I wrote --?

Ortho: The Sins of Sinbad! Didn't you write some on that?

Tom: Did I write for "The Sins of Sinbad"? No. I --

Ortho: Yes! It was like an erotic sitcom!

Tom: I never wrote for an erotic sitcom starring Sinbad.

Ortho: Oh.

Tom: That sounds -- I've never heard of it, and now I want to see it.

--The Best Show, November 23, 2016

Monday, December 26, 2016

best songs of 2016



1. Joey Purp ft. Chance -- "Girls @"
I got a bed, no frame, just a mattress.

2. Sylvan Esso -- "Radio"
Gonna eat all the candy.

3. Car Seat Headrest -- "Drunk Drivers / Killer Whales"
My parents would be proud.

4. Kanye ft. Chance, The-Dream, Kelly Price, and Kirk Franklin -- "Ultralight Beam"
I'm moving all my family from Chatham to Zambia.

5. The Chainsmokers ft. Rozes -- "Roses"
Smoke a little weed on the couch in the back room.

---

Update -- this list should have included:

Ariana Grande -- "Into You"
Courtney Barnett -- "Elevator Operator"
DJDS ft. Charlie Wilson -- "You Don't Have To Be Alone"
Francis and the Lights ft. Bon Iver, Kanye -- "Friends"
Major Lazer ft. Nyla, Fuse ODG -- "Light It Up"
Radiohead -- "Spectre"
Rae Sremmurd -- "Black Beatles"
Run the Jewels ft. Trina -- "Panther Like A Panther"
YG ft. Nipsey Hussle -- "FDT"

instead of arguing

If I have a decision to make, I often use a shortcut to finding the correct choice -- "If a choice feels right to me, then it's probably correct." This shortcut is handy and often necessary, but it can be wrong sometimes.

(Some examples. If I am choosing where to eat lunch, I don't want to spend effort analyzing my options, and my instincts will probably lead me to a happy choice. The same thing applies if I'm choosing whether to buy a bus pass or what movie to see. It's not worth my rethinking the full decision.)

(Some bigger examples. I have used this shortcut when deciding what school to attend, what to study, and what apartment to live in. I wasn't an expert on those things and did not want to make a big project of figuring them out, so I just chose what felt right.)

Often if a political idea feels right to people, it is clear that its supporters are not interested in learning the facts or listening to experts. The elephant examples of this are Trump and Brexit, but other cases are more blatant, where people reject facts much more directly. The simplest example is that some people don't believe in vaccines.

When you search "how to talk to anti-vaxxers," the results show an obvious lesson -- it is ineffective to just present facts to people. If someone thinks vaccines are dangerous, and they're presented with info showing that vaccines are good, they'll usually just be annoyed that a campaign tried to get in their face about it. Information does not help to change minds.

Two things help to change the minds of anti-vaxxers. One is if the medical info is received from someone they trust -- if a loved one insists on the importance of vaccines, or if a doctor shows compassion when giving vaccination advice.

The other way to convince people to vaccinate is to show them what it's like when kids get the measles -- especially by sharing the testimony of parents who had to deal with kids' measles. Anti-vaxxers have been moved by scary images of kids with autism, and they can be moved by scary images of kids with measles.

When people trust their emotions instead of reasoning things out, it is pointless to try and reason with them -- but you can still tell them something if you appeal directly to their emotions. Images and stories are much better than facts for this purpose.

This is a lesson that a lot of people forget when they discuss politics, or even when they get in personal arguments. But I think it is a very basic lesson in the world of marketing. Marketing is an entire field dedicated to the question of how to appeal to people, and it always gives the answer that images and stories are the best way to do that.

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(You may object that, if facts are useless to change people's minds, then a correct message loses the entire advantage of its own being correct. But this advantage might have never really existed. For correctness to be an advantage in whether people believe something, you'd need to be able to demonstrate that correctness in a very simple and direct way.)

Sunday, July 31, 2016

Notes from Nelly's set

Rodrigo wrote this concert report and sent it out by text. I am reprinting it here under my name. --Brendan

1. Nelly changes the lyrics in "Country Grammar" that he would get with 18- and 19-year-old girls to 22 and 23.
2. Nelly asked the crowd if they were with him since day one and didn't believe the crowd when they cheered too loud.
3. Twice he had small remixes of really popular songs that aren't his to hype up the crowd.
4. He picked three girls from the crowd to come on stage with him and do various antics.
5. A strange man pretended I was his friend several times.
6. Thankfully my friends Nancy and Peter were there.

It is possible that Rodrigo also got a free Monster drink on his way out of the concert.

Sunday, June 19, 2016

10 Best Songs of 2015



1. Mountain Goats -- The Legend of Chavo Guerrero
I need justice in my life.

2. Sheer Mag -- Button Up
When you see something that makes you sick.

3. Taylor Swift -- Style
Take me home.

4. Courtney Barnett -- Pedestrian at Best
At least I've tried my very best.

5. Kendrick Lamar -- King Kunta
I'm mad, but I ain't stressin'.

6. Frazey Ford -- Done
My joy takes nothing from you.

7. Omarion, Chris Brown, and Jhene Aiko -- Post To Be
She told me you was just a homie.

8. Julien Baker -- Something
Couldn't find something to say.

9. Vince Staples -- Norf Norf
Please grab a Sprite.

10. Kiiara -- Gold
I could leave the party without ever letting you know.

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Regression and Hiring a New Coach

The Blue Jackets

A coach I don't like.
The Columbus Blue Jackets hired a coach I don't like. I don't really care about the team, but I dislike the coach a lot -- he is a known psycho and he did a bad job with the Canucks. I also dislike the pattern that in the NHL, an unsuccessful coach will always get re-hired after a string of failures -- we can say that NHL culture respects a coach's experience far more than they respect his talent or success.

So I think the Blue Jackets made a terrible move and hired an idiot, but I also think they'll start winning a lot more games now.

The Blue Jackets are 0-7 this season, and they have a goal differential of -21. That's the worst in the league. Basically any level of performance, over their next 75 games, will be a huge improvement! Some people will see this improvement and say their new coach must be doing a great job.

The Blue Jackets' goalie has been saving 83.5% of the shots he faced this year, compared to his career average of 91.7%. Maybe he has actually gotten worse over the summer, but he probably hasn't gotten that much worse. So even if he bounces back to a weak average like 90% (or if they switch to a back-up goalie who can save 90%), the Blue Jackets will see a massive improvement in their goaltending. They will win more games. People might say that the team turned around and that their coach is doing a great job.

Regression to the Mean

The real cause of the team's improvement will be regression to the mean. Any ridiculous outcome, like the Blue Jackets' terrible start, is unlikely to persist. Ridiculous outcomes take crazy luck to occur in the first place, so it would be quite a coincidence for that luck to repeat itself for an entire year.

This cool infographic shows that a coaching change usually brings an improvement to a team's win percentage.

- Is this because the new coach must be more talented? Not really. In the NHL, most "new coaches" are just coaches that were previously fired by another team -- so comparing new and old coaches is really comparing the same people against themselves.

- Is this because the new coach marks a time for change and a fresh start? Possibly. When a team changes to a new coach, it is a chance to gather confidence and try some new strategies.

- Is this because of regression to the mean? I think so. When a hockey team fires its coach, the team is usually at their lowest point -- so improvement would have been likely to happen anyway. A bad NHL team will still usually win 40% of its games. So any time a team loses 7 games in a row, they're very unlikely to also lose their next 7 games in a row. A more likely result would be a 3-4 record in their next 7 games, which will be a great improvement.

The blue dots are above and below the line,
but the line is still the real pattern.
Hockey writers do talk about regression to the mean already, and usually they say it about teams that are over-achieving. When the Calgary Flames won a lot last year, everyone knew that they still weren't the best team and their results were fueled by luck. Then, people criticized the team by talking about "regression" -- they knew the Flames performance would decline to their skill level sooner or later.

The word "regression" sounds negative, so in hockey, it usually means a team will stop getting lucky wins. But in math, "regression" just means that the pattern of luck will go away soon -- extreme outcomes will cancel out, and looking at long-term data will show the "real" pattern in the results. Or instead, "regression to the mean" says that extreme outcomes are unlikely to repeat themselves, so when you do the next test, the results should drift back ("regress") towards the average (the "mean"). In hockey, this principle would say that an unlucky team at 0-7 will finally start getting some occasional wins.

Regression and Timing

Regression, then, means an inevitable end to either good luck and bad luck. Now matter how crazy a team's start was, regression will return them closer to the ordinary result of winning 50% of their games.

In Thinking Fast and Slow, Daniel Kahneman introduces the concept of regression with a story of an instructor who trains flight cadets. The instructor has observed that, when a cadet screws up a practice flight, he can scream at the cadet and then the cadet's performance will improve on the next flight. The instructor is confident that the screaming is what causes the improvement. Kahneman points out that after a bad flight, the next flight is very likely to be an improvement, regardless of whether anyone screamed at anyone.

The Blue Jackets' new coach is a man who is famous for "improving" bad teams by screaming at them. A month from now, people will write articles praising this coach for team's improvement and saying how smart it was to scream at the Blue Jackets. But the Blue Jackets could improve their current performance by hiring a dog as their coach. They could even have improved their performance by saving money and keeping their old coach.

A new coach can arrive when a team is getting bad results and then claim credit when a team starts getting average results. The coach will show up at the right time and appear to have "fixed some of the problems," but we know that regression would have fixed these problems anyway. The improved results should be no indication of improved performance.

An Attempt at Fairness

It is unfair that I write this about a coach I dislike, when the same criticism could be used to discredit any coach. So, I will give this new coach a test -- he must get the Blue Jackets to win 45% of their games. An average team should be able to win 50% (usually enough to make the playoffs), and a bad team should plan on winning 40%. The Blue Jackets are a bad NHL team, but they still won more than 50% last year and the year before. So 45% is a reasonable target for the rest of their season.

Since there are 75 games left, the new coach must go 34-41 to meet my challenge. This will leave his team out of the playoffs, but it will show more improvement than if they had just regressed to a 40% bad-team standard. If the Blue Jackets win 34 games this year, then we'll say their new coach has done a decent job. (It might be more telling to look at the Blue Jackets' goal differential or shot differential, but I'll frame this as a matter of wins for simplicity.)

A more sensible way to measure a coach's effect is to throw out the losing streak that led into their hiring, or to compare a team's win-percentage before for very long runs -- perhaps a full 82 games before and after the coaching change. Another casual way to measure a coach's effectiveness is to see how long they usually last with a team before hitting a bad streak and getting fired again.

Regression and Therapy

I wonder about regression in my own life. I started working with a new therapist this summer, and I noticed right away that my habits were improving and that I was not having as many extreme thoughts. I like my therapist and I think I'm receiving effective treatment, but I should be very suspicious. After all, I switched therapists when I was at my lowest point -- so it's possible that I was already likely, sooner or later, to bounce back to being my normal self. I experienced a nice recovery while working with my new therapist, but how do I know I couldn't have achieved the same recovery by hiring a dog as my therapist?

I spend a lot of money on therapy, and the Blue Jackets spent a lot of money to hire their new coach. Success is important to us, and we are assuming that this success comes from working with experts, not just from seeing our luck turn around. My goal in therapy is to get better and healthier than my usual long-term self. Getting better and healthier than my lowest point is something that probably would have happened anyway.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

the chores trap

"Growing up, I did almost all the household chores while my brother did very few (and the ones we kids didn’t do, my mother did). It wasn’t because my parents told me that, as a girl, I was the natural choice, but because I just 'seemed better' at everything. The result was that I did everything, and slowly my 'advantage' over my brother – defined here as efficiency, not actual advantage – which was at first small, became large."
-- Cathy O'Neil, Comparative Advantage in International Trade and in Married Life

Monday, May 18, 2015

Friday, May 08, 2015

10 Best Songs of 2014



1. The Both -- "Volunteers of America"
With your thousand-yard stare and your caretaker's hair.

2. Makonnen x Ezra Koenig x Despot -- "Down 4 So Long"
I kept my mouth shut and I shook Sarkozy's hand.

3. Sylvan Esso - "Coffee"
Wrap me in your arms.

4. Allie X -- "Prime"
Give me what I want.

5. Nico and Vinz - "Am I Wrong"
That's just how I feel.

6. FKA Twigs -- "Two Weeks"
You say you're lonely. I say you'll think about it.

7. Justin Rutledge -- "Kapuskasing Coffee"
Sometimes I find that I get too sentimental.

8. Bishop Allen -- "Start Again"
I could tell it was too late to take it back.

9. Wild Beasts -- "Wanderlust"
We're decadent beyond our means.

10. Homeboy Sandman -- "Enough"
Type of champ make you think I eat mad Wheaties.

Monday, March 30, 2015

No You Shut Up -- Leadership

From this episode.

"Former mayor Rudy Giuliani recently criticized President Obama, saying, 'I do not believe that the President loves America.' What do you think, Constitution?"



"I don't think you need to love something in order to lead it. You think the guy in front of a marching band really loves having those sousaphones blow hot salty spit on the back of his head while he shimmies and shammies with his fancy stick? Not at all. But he still does a hell of a job conducting that orchestral version of 'Who let the dogs out.'"

Friday, September 12, 2014


Chris dug this up for me when he was moving out.

I pseudo-finished a job today. Until today, I went in seven days a week. After today, I will go once a week. I really liked the job, but I had cut back because of school commitments, so I made a deal with my boss.

The best part of work today was showing my boss what a USB drive was and how easy it was to use and how cheap it was to buy. My boss was almost giddy to learn about this technology. Before today, he had been burning files onto CDs.

I have had some really good jobs in my life. To have really good jobs in your 20s, you would normally need to be an ambitious, high-performing kind of person, or to be a computer programmer. I am not really either of those, but I have had good jobs, mostly by being in the right place at the right time.

I think the best way to succeed in the workplace is to be someone who plans ahead and who uses checklists to make sure they don't miss things. This is much easier said than done.

I wonder if people in their 20s and 30s build the habit of just memorizing things and being a smart expert, and then in their 40s and 50s their memories get a bit slower and they have to write more things down. Probably the best thing I can do in my 20s is to write down the things I need to get done and not just assume I will remember them.

Chris claims I can use any pasta sauce, that they are all good all last forever. There are a few jars left in our house since he moved out, but I know some of the pasta sauce is pretty old and I can't figure which jars are which. I may need to throw out the pasta sauce and start again.

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Report on Editing Ottawa Hybrid (2014)

When I count things up, 2014 Ottawa Hybrid was supposed to have 779 good questions -- 21 tossups and 20 bonuses per round, and 19 rounds written. When I count my own output (writing and editing), I think I tally 115 questions. I think I wrote good stuff, but even if I did, this comes in at under 15% of the tournament. I spent a lot of time and stress on the questions, but I fell way short of the 25% (195 questions) that a senior editor should have worked on.

I've now edited for three Ottawa Hybrid Tournaments, and I think all three of them were released "incomplete" -- this is, the edit crew didn't have everything done by the deadline, so we had to just shrug and print the tournament with whatever we had.


Explanation of Quizbowl Because My Parents Will See This Post

Quizbowl is a cool game where people with buzzers answer questions and score points. Quizbowl has probably been my "main hobby" for the last five or six years. One thing about quizbowl is that almost every tournament is played on original questions -- this is, every time there's a tournament, it means someone out there wrote a day's worth of quiz questions.

I wrote and edited questions for a quizbowl tournament called 2014 Ottawa Hybrid, "hybrid" because the questions are half about academic stuff and half about pop culture. The edit crew was me and five or six other people. Ottawa Hybrid was a "packet submission" tournament, meaning that all the competing teams sent some questions to the editors, and the bulk of the competition was played on our revised versions of what the teams sent us.

A "tossup" is a 6- or 7-line question designed to stump people at the beginning and then gradually become more obvious -- this is so experts could buzz in at the start, but many players could buzz in if it gets to the end. A "bonus" is a set of three short questions on the same topic.

What I Wrote for the Tournament

I worked on 102 tossups and 13 bonuses. I made a point of prioritizing the tossups, because I was a senior editor, and because I generally think good tossups are more difficult to make than good bonuses.

I wrote and edited a lot of questions about literature, art, pop music, and TV. I wrote a handful of questions in other subjects.